by a lot of trouble I mean that I seem to be missing the F# in both octaves every time.
BobM- Yes this is a Tango. It is the arrangement of Jalouse that I have been working on.
rbs said:
One doesnt necessarily have to play a piece exactly as written, as long as youre true to the spirit of it. Notation shouldnt be a strait-jacket.
OK so now it is time to vent a little and perhaps this will explain where some of the frustration is coming from.
As I have said I have an instructor that I have been going to weekly for the last 5 years that I am really starting to have issues with.
The first real issue is that as of the last 2 years I have come to realize that I dont like the way that he plays, but that hasnt been a problem because he hasnt been playing with me for the last 6 months. His accordion straps have been broken, his big accordion is out of tune, his accordion is elsewhere (even though he is in a room with at least 2 that he has for sale), etc...
He has been teaching accordion for the last 50+ years and is unwilling to change anything about the way he teaches or the songs that I am given. I am given nothing but flack for not liking some of his standards. (Glow Worm, The Holy City come to mind.)
He believes that music should be performed EXACTLY as it is written with strict timing and his own interpretation of what the accents mean.
The one that I really have been having trouble with is that staccato notes should be played as regular notes with a little more accent, but do not shorten them at all. Either I am not understanding something about what he is teaching, or he is wrong because I feel that staccato should be shortened to allow air between the notes.
I am not allowed to have my own ideas on timing or expression if it is not as he expects.
I am not encouraged to bring in my own songs for help. I have brought song books into him and immediately regretted the decision, because I loose all control of how the song should sound.
With him I keep feeling that I am glossing over spots like this and never clearing what I would call Technical Debt (software industry term, but it works in this context) so while I would love to just move on and loose this battle, I feel that I have lost enough of them already that I am not happy with where I am.
At the lesson when I slow this passage (or others that I am having trouble with) down to the point of not making mistakes I am immediately chastised and told that I should be playing it faster. At that time he will start counting at me and expect me to keep up, which only makes me worse.
So after reading this you must be asking why I still go to him. The answer that I have is that he is cheap, close, and convenient. The other problem is that after 5 years it has become the status quo and I really have a problem pulling myself out of ruts...
anyway if you are still with me thanks for all the help.
Ben